Be gone for a while

Sorry about my absence been pretty busy and forgot that I had one of these....sigh I know that's bad but shrug what are ya gonna do? Lol

Done

I am done with being second best, second choice, and anything else that doesn't allow me to be first for once. I put my all in to every relationship, every task so dammit i should get some respect back and someone to put there all in for me. I have sat on the side lines ling enough and now its time to take a stand and thats exactly what I am going to do. No questions asked, things will change and I will be the one to change them

Through the Dark(Andrea RamseyY

Through the dark I sense a holy passion, Music that beats with the pulse of God.God is in me. The light in my darkness, the voice in my silence. I feel the flames of eternity in my soul. I possess the light, which shall give me vision a thousand-fold when death set me free.

Unsatisfied

Sometimes the life I have is just not satisfying for me. I feel unappreciated by people in my family and outside. It's like nobody cares about what I want to do with my life and I am tired of being told that i shouldn't be mad or have an attitude about certain things. Like who are you to tell me that when someone is mad at you you don't need to be mad at them. like if i was pissed off about a situation and upset about it then i would want them to know. Every situation is seems different to certain people and if what I am upset about is little to you then so be it but don't you dare tell me that i shouldn't be upset at all because you are not me and you don't know what i feel so don't tell me how you think i should. Again I say sometime the life i have is unsatisfying.....smh

Change

It's pretty hard for me to handle change especially when the change isn't good. Because of that I try to avoid it and pretend as if everything is alright and ok for their sake so that they can be comfortable around me...but i don't know why i do that if i don't want them to be comfortable this way around me. I don't like when something is wrong and you know and they know it i but continue to do it because they want to. I don't have a say in the way anyone should live their lives however if they are constantly doing something that i can never agree with and will NEVER try to agree with, Then maybe I seriously need to reconsider who I spend time with. That's the only way I can think of to make the situation better for them and liveable for me

Beyonce New Video

Love on Top! fav video so far

thats so raven

funny episode