Done

I am done with being second best, second choice, and anything else that doesn't allow me to be first for once. I put my all in to every relationship, every task so dammit i should get some respect back and someone to put there all in for me. I have sat on the side lines ling enough and now its time to take a stand and thats exactly what I am going to do. No questions asked, things will change and I will be the one to change them

Through the Dark(Andrea RamseyY

Through the dark I sense a holy passion, Music that beats with the pulse of God.God is in me. The light in my darkness, the voice in my silence. I feel the flames of eternity in my soul. I possess the light, which shall give me vision a thousand-fold when death set me free.

Unsatisfied

Sometimes the life I have is just not satisfying for me. I feel unappreciated by people in my family and outside. It's like nobody cares about what I want to do with my life and I am tired of being told that i shouldn't be mad or have an attitude about certain things. Like who are you to tell me that when someone is mad at you you don't need to be mad at them. like if i was pissed off about a situation and upset about it then i would want them to know. Every situation is seems different to certain people and if what I am upset about is little to you then so be it but don't you dare tell me that i shouldn't be upset at all because you are not me and you don't know what i feel so don't tell me how you think i should. Again I say sometime the life i have is unsatisfying.....smh

Change

It's pretty hard for me to handle change especially when the change isn't good. Because of that I try to avoid it and pretend as if everything is alright and ok for their sake so that they can be comfortable around me...but i don't know why i do that if i don't want them to be comfortable this way around me. I don't like when something is wrong and you know and they know it i but continue to do it because they want to. I don't have a say in the way anyone should live their lives however if they are constantly doing something that i can never agree with and will NEVER try to agree with, Then maybe I seriously need to reconsider who I spend time with. That's the only way I can think of to make the situation better for them and liveable for me

Beyonce New Video

Love on Top! fav video so far

thats so raven

funny episode

tehehe

Love this movie

NEVA GONNA CHANGE

It amazes me how some people in my life act and think. Like they are never gonna change because they don't understand the full extent danger they put themselves in, and if they do then they don't care which is insane! Like they feel like you can't say anything to them because everyone is sinning and doing wrong, so don't look at them. It's not about everyone its about you! If everyone jumped off a building I'm guessing you would pretty much do the same thing. Smh it's pretty sad but this just justifies my mado of the week. No gonna care what anyone does it's their life and they are the only ones with control over it so y bother with something that is out of your control.

Tired

I am tired of who people expect me to be. I am ready to branch off and do things for my own life. But sometimes you have people in your life who don't agree with the decision I want to make so they strive to do anything possible to make you change your mind. And I am tired of it! I am done doing what other people want I am fighting for what makes me happy and they should be proud and happy for me instead of bringing me down. So I am tired and not taking any of it anymore :-)

Frienship

In the end the only people who matter are your friends and family. Everyone else can be replaced if they don't do anything for your life. These girls right here will always be two of many of my family and friends who cannot be replaced. When you find someone who is genuinely a good person and has a exceptional heart, you can't go wrong. These two ladies know the real meaning of friendship and sisterhood. I wouldn't give them up for the world :-) thanks guys for always being there when I need you.

The good ole days

Remembering times when I was a young girl and every mistake I made couldn't even compare to the ones I make in this time. What ever happen to that little girl who use to love barbies, playing in trees, made friends with any kid who would walk her way. The many sleepovers she attended and had. Going to the beach and resting on her mother warm belly awaiting the young child inside of it. The girl who was fearless, and didn't anything bring her down....Life happened to that little girl. The world isn't a big playground anymore it's a lot harder than that now. Looking back doesn't seem so pleasant any more considering I can't go back. But hey be happy with the life you have since a lot of people in the world aren't even lucky enough to have a life.

Scary Movies

Think I am going to go see one this weekend but at the same time I am terrified of them. It's the after math of the movie that creeps me out. I put my mind physically there and think that the movie has somehow come to life. Smh but i like going to see them because of the adrenaline rush that comes over me hahaha. I guess it's safe to say that I am just weird and need to work no it :-)

baby askin for rent funny girl

Hahahaha! I remember those days

sick but funny to me

Remember-Christina Rossetti(1830-1894)

Remember me when I am gone away, Gone far away into the silent land; When you can no more hold me by the hand, nor I half turn to go yet turning stay. Remember me when no more day by day. You tell me of our future that you've planned; only remember me; you understand It will be late to counsel then or pray. Yet if you should forget me for a while and afterwards remember, do not grieve: For if the darkness and corruption leave a vestige of the thoughts that once I had, better by far you should forget and smile than to remember me and be sad. 

WHAT'S UP

Hello people!hahaha this is a random post because i'm a little bored at the time. However i don't stay this way very long because I am always finding something to do :-). There is never a day when i fond nothing to do.If I happen to get too bored i clean so i'm always busy. Maybe i should just use my boredom time as relaxing so that i don't over work myself lol

ooo lala!

MAJOR HOTTIES

Think before you speak

Sometimes I feel really bad for people who don't think before they say anything. Its like anything that comes out of there mouth comes out because they feel bad and want you to feel the way they do. Or it's just that they suck and don't know how to say the right thing. It really upsets me because I feel like no one should have to explain to you that what you are saying is rude or not right at the time. But i guess I can live with everyone not being me or even human thinking before the speak

love this

I love animals

 White lion cubs

Baby Monkey

 

Puppies

Baby tiger cubs

Baby white tiger cubs

UGH!!! I LOVE THEM.BETTER THAN CUTE :-)

 

Breathe

When you stop searching for the right one and just relax and breathe, the right one will fall right into place and breathe right along with you because you put your worries in a higher powers hands :-)....Thanks mom for the advise

2nd Idol

Adelle Has really gotten through some hard breakups and her songs just inspire you to go out and find someone who really deserves what you are trying to offer them. To me it doesn't matter if you are a boy, girl, man , woman,ect. Her songs will encourage you to be better and make you realize you deserve better. They give you the courage to stand up for yourself be happy.

Idol number 1

I have everything ever made by her and her group Destiny's Child. She is a very inspiring person in my life and I don't care what people say about her. She has a blessed talent and hasn't caused anyone m any harm. A lot of celebrities get caught up and find themselves in jail, doing drugs, or any other negative thing that causes attention and drama to them and I feel as if Beyonce is drama free and knows how to ignore ignorance. She is a blessing in my life and a role model for me to look up to because she has helped me through some pretty rough times...MUAH! LOVE YOU BEY!<3

All I need is LOVE and to know that the God I serve will never let me down to live everyday with a bright smile on my face

So freakn hot

Beyonce and the Baby :-)

Tehehe funny

To love Hard

When I love, I love with all of me. There isn;t just bits and pieces of my heart that i am giving away one at a time. You have the entire thing and i give it proudly. The only problem I have with doing that is, once you have it and don't want it anymore, i can't just take it back. I mean yeah sure its mine. But you still own it even if it is in my own care again. I don't understand how love can be beautiful one minute and treacherous the next. It's like there is a time limit on how long you have to love someone before they destroy your heart. And even after you have collected all of the pieces and build yourself to be strong once again, There is still always a piece of you that will belong to someone you gave your heart to. All of the pieces take millions of years to come back but trust me I believe they all will and when I love hard again I won't to collect any pieces of that heart because the one I love will do the same for me :-)

Funny

It's funny how some of us can tell a room full of strangers everything there is to know about our personal life. But when it matters most, we can't tell the people who are closest to us.Why is that? I mean the majority of our life we live it searching for people that will fit in our environment and who are compatible with us. However when it comes down to it, the stranger is a person you may not ever need to see again, and your friend is a person who will  have to live with what you have told them regardless of it is bad or good. With a stranger you really don't have to worry about them judging you because it doesn't matter what they think of you, but to your friend? It's almost everything. Hmm...I think I have answered my own question

A kiss makes the heart young again and wipes out the years.

LOV3

Wow could this kid get anymore serious about nicki minaj?